Gilded Age

gilded age
one.
California welcomes me home. I know every West Coast dreamer
first came to search for gold or make it, as if our yellow bodies
could instead become it, alchemize into something
beautiful. If not worth saving. My mother used to say citizenship
like it was holy. Her only daughter’s spine
a bridge spanning oceans, a countdown until we could
cross the Pacific to be whatever we wanted
to be: fluent & unafraid. Owners of American gold.
two.
The most valuable thing about my body is what
the law says it can be. & so I inhabit Seoul
like it’s a temporary thing. I graduate