Sexy
Updated: Apr 2
That’s really all I want to be
Desired by someone,
Knowing that I am worthy of attention and intimacy.
Entering the sex-filled word of high school, thats all I wanted to be.
I was already smart,
I had good friends,
I did sports
but I was never sexy.
I’d see all those white people on screen with girls and boys fanning over them.
Their eyes
Their muscles
Their hair
They served as a reflection
They had the confidence to say I’m Sexy, I’m on that screen.
I wish I could say the same
Whenever I look onto the screen
I don't see someone desirable
I don't see someone sexy
I don’t even see a full character
In the mirror, I don't see sexy,